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- April 18, 2013 at 8:17 am #3981700
I have done my amends except for one which I am still uncertain about. I have also a few lingering financial amends that I need to make that I have not done. I keep putting them off and it’s beyond time for me to do them. It’s ridiculous that I’ve not done them yet. I’m really ashamed of some of my financial behavior just sitting here thinking about it. I need to get them done so I can let go of that shame. Some of the amends I could not do because I just couldn’t find the people at the time. Of course I’m thinking now with things like myspace and facebook these folks might actually be easier to find. Blergh…wish I could say I was excited about that prospect. Lol, well I know I will forge ahead in the end.
I have a bad habit of getting myself in trouble by doing amends with people when I am confused about whether I owe one or not; not talking about a formal eighth which a sponsor went over with me, but here and there I get confused and really lately have made some stupid moves out of making amends when I really shouldn’t have. My way doesn’t work sometimes, and I need to have the humility to accept that.August 16, 2013 at 10:13 am #3981702
QUOTE by Rusty Zipper
i took responsability for my part…
I’ve come to some acceptance about an amends I felt was unnecessary. I didn’t quite grasp the notion of ” cleaning up my side of the street”…..now I see it’s the right thing to do.
Pride and ….pride…have been blurring my vision for ….a long time. Funny..I knew I had to but the head said, “nnoooo :e070: “
Sponser said read 12/12-8/9 before I do it, sooo, will give it a burl (sincerely)August 17, 2013 at 1:20 am #3981691
I’ve come to some acceptance about an amends I felt was unnecessary.
good for you cc…
pride, and false pride… phoey!
btw cc, on my step 4 list, guess what headed it?
awe, come on… guess! lol
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