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- February 9, 2015 at 3:11 pm #3981487
I replied to your other thread in Newcomers.
Glad your making progress.April 21, 2016 at 8:16 pm #3981521
I’m loving a whole thread on each of the steps!
I’m doing my 2nd 4th step with my 3rd sponsor now. My first sponsor got me to step 7, then just started having life issues and I was unable to depend on her to show up to meet with me. Started over with another sponsor, got ready to do my 4th step and I realized we weren’t a good fit. Have been with my most recent sponsor since December, who is great, as was my first one, and am about 1/4 of the way through this 4th step.
I don’t know about anyone else, but the first column is always easy for me. Resentment! Yeah! Second column is somewhat painful, though I can also get into justifiable anger there too. Not going to worry about the third and, especially the fourth column right at the moment! :scared:April 21, 2016 at 11:56 pm #3981520
Yeah first column…
“To conclude that others were wrong was as far as most of us ever got.”
I remind myself here that where the BB refers to ‘most people’ most of us’ ‘all of us’ and lots of times ‘some of us’ it usually applies directly to me, especially if I think it doesn’t.
Tough part for me is really seeing how Ive been wrong. Once I get over the initial experience of humility acting upon me which feels I guess something like humiliation Im ready to do the rest
And worst is when Ive been really really wrong. Blood freezes from the inside out starting with the marrow, get tunnel vision and faint and the hair stands straight up on my neck as my face flushes and the world as I know it is at an end and I must never show my face again as I attempt to will myself into being magically un-created, the only thing that could really fix things in that moment.
Did I mention I hate being wrong?
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