I have been sober for about a month and a half. I have trusted GOD to guide me as I rebuild my life. I lost my wife because of my addiction, my divorce is not final yet, but she has told me she isnt in love with me anymore and we are over. Through all this pain and the struggle of relearning how to live without drinking, I let go and let GOD. And I have to say I feel a lot better. Do I hurt, absolutely, but GOD has helped me embrase the pain and realize that he has a higher calling for me. His plan is for me to be sober and happy, and live my life for him. It is an awakenening that I needed and without him I would never be strong and beat the addiction that I struggled with for so many years. HIS WILL NOT MINE.