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    Welcome to 12 Step National Meetings. Look into a plan for your recovery. Plan your play, then play your plan.

    Consider getting help, we don’t have to do this alone.

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    AA or NA are pretty much every where.




    I was looking for help on the internet as I have decided to stop taking all pain meds, when I came upon this site. I hope I can find some help here. I am on 10mg’s oxycodone 4 times a day and 60 mg morphine 2 times a day. I have been taking this stuff for 5 years. Went to pain management and was given my script last month. Did not realize I had only received the morphine until I went to pick it up. Called the Dr. but said they had both scripts to me. They of course would not write a new one. Guess I was naive. Never thought they would not believe I did not get it. Made the decision before to get off but could not stand the w/d or the pain. I have lost weight so I hope that will help the pain, I hate being dependant on these drugs. I know I will have to increase dosage if I stay on them to get relief. I took my last dosage 2 am the 2nd. Yesterday was bad, chills, couldn’t sleep, restless legs and arms. My sister is on methodone so last night she suggested I take those to help me through. Took 10 mg’s did feel better in about an hour and slept for 3 hours. Read o few of the posts and found that may have been a mistake. So won’t take anymore. Any suggestions would be appreciated.



    @Onewithwings 2679050 wrote:

    I get in a state where I just want to live out my powerless, unmanageable life, as high as humanly possible.

    for me living my powerless, unmanageable life as high as humanly possible means jails, institutions, and death, i’ve already been to 2 out of the three and close to dying.

    i tried every single way possible to control my using to the point where this wasn’t the outcome and it never worked.

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