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    SO, I’ve done steps 1,2,3 like a hundred times (okay, I am exaggerating) and I have faith that I can be restored to sanity. I came to believe and I don’t want to use anymore. That feeling is gone. I know where that takes me and I just don’t want to go there. But, the insanity is so apperant in so many other areas of my life. & I just want it to stop! GOD doesn’t seem to be filling my void as much as ‘they’ say it should. Like, today for example. I feeeeel like I relapsed! I went shopping! Which is not something I can afford to do. I know the result, yet I did it anyway. Complete insanity. & the parallels between that and using were just unbelievable. The whole time I was at the mall, I felt like I was using drugs; I was telling myself I wouldn’t buy anything, yet couldn’t seem to stop myself. & same with sex. and other various things. I just can’t seem to figure it out! Somebody please help me out! :c021:



    hugs hun, I know it’s hard. Keep trying. It’s easy to substitute stuff for using.



    God can’t do it all. It’s up to you to make the choices. We beat up ourselves the best, so all I will advise is to put the bat down. Pray, and try to do better. I can offer a suggesstion < — always looks weird when i spell this word iunno =/ . Look at what makes you want to do these things. I know before I called my dealer when I would relapse, there was a process of events and choices I made before this came, and sometimes it was days prior. Try to identify your patterns and where they lead. Try to establish a better connection with your Sponsor and network? Which pretty much means pick up that phone when you know you are in trouble. Cell phones saved my life. =] And continue to do so everyday.
    God Bless.

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