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AnonymousIve tired so many times to get clean but always fail I hope a higher power saves me soon
AnonymousMy name is Courtney, and I’m a heroin addict. I know there has to be a power Greater than myself to keep me clean for 8 months now. I know I couldn’t be doing this on my own. For me, my Greater Power is the fellowship of NA and God. Without the fellowship, I’d probably be dead. That’s why I have the NA symbol tattooed on me…it saved my life. If it can work for me, it can work for anyone. I’m now sane, and fully aware of my surroundings. Life is good.
AnonymousThis is hard for me to accept because I used to know God before I used. I was a devoted Christian and now I feel like I am so far away from God, why in the world would he help me now. Why do I deserve to have him take my life. I know I am an addict, I know I am powerless, I know my life is unmanagable which is more the reason to have God! I just can’t seem to find him, I can’t get in the habit of medatation or prayer. I feel like I am going crazy, I should really get to a meeting but this is a small town and I am a shy girl. So, I don’t know. If you all can give me any advice I would appreciate it. I am only nine days clean and new to recovery. I am an addict to opiates and my body is still going through it. So, I really need you guys right now!! I have no one else feel free to leave me a message!
Thanks,
Ashlee
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